Crushed

It's not easy to let go someone who you truly love. I don't know how I'm suppose to live without her. But still,I must remember that I can't force someone to love me back after I've done something terrible to her. I must know that she has been through something worse that makes her that way. I understand not to trust someone or specific person because I've been through it a lot. I also fully understand how was it feel,forced to do something you scared. But, I've gave her my trust hoping she won't crushed it. She didn't crushed it though,but it is me who crushed her trust which crushing my trust. And what rip my world apart is, she didn't care at all..Yea~ I thought so that this will happen..It's my own fault..I do hope she live well and forgive me..I'm so sorry,Ell..~