Some People

    I try to be my other self..But I can't..I guess I've grown softer..It just hurts me bad that someone so special in our lives suddenly turn her back on me without telling me a single reason to do that..I saw her today..But I guess, she hates me now..She turn away from me..I tried to do the same but I can't..So many people I've let them stay inside my world and yet..Most of them leave a hole and doesn't even bother to apologize..I guess..I just need to do the same..No hard feelings..

Heartache

  I know that you with him now..But I don't why I can't accept that facts..The moment my friends say it..It crumbles me to pieces..I just can't accept the fact you've forgotten about me when I still remember when we were together..Yea~ It hurts me so much..Ell~

Nostalgic

    I saw my ex lover's facebook account inadvertentaly today..To be honest..I still love her..I can't get rid of her from both my mind and heart..I still miss her and love her..But it hurts so much..Thinking her being happy with someone else and I'm just staying here alone waiting for her to comeback to me..I know I'm doing stupid decisions..People always told me move on..But how can you leave someone that you truly love when you had love someone so much..People always said "you must move on"..But they can never understand what I have been through..Ell~ I miss you so much..If you can see my tears flowing right now..Would you doubt my love to you?Why you so cruel leaving me like that?

From : Joe

To : Ell 

That Person

  Only that person can make me feel like this..Only that person..I don't know whether that person miss me that time or remember me..But what I know,that person make me thinking of her..Every second of my thoughts, are filled only with her..That's the reason why I admire her..I wish I can meet her and have a conversation again..Like the old times..

Chess

     Kalau tidak tau apa-apa..Bagus diam2..Kw anggap chess satu permainan..Kalau itu tanggapan kw..Jangan kw pernah mw cakap apa2 pasal chess..Bro~Kw suruh bagus sya berhenti bermain chess.?Kw kasi patah dulu tangan kiri sama kaki kanan kw..Baru sya berhenti main chess..Ya..!Sya memang anggap chess tu sebahagian dari sya..Hormati perspektif orang lain..

It Feel So Long~

    Usually, I won't know that time pass by so quickly..But lately, I find it that even a day feels like a year..Old people said that I wasn't myself if I feel like that..Yea~Of course I'm not myself..I just lost something that is very important..Something that I felt like half of me is missing..Something that once bring joyness..I wonder what it is..

Lost~

I can't see anything..Thanks..

  I never walked so far on a lonely street,
With no one there for me
It took too long to see her in misery
And now it's clear to me

That it's worth the pain, always take the blame
For all your own insecurities
How did I ever let you go? 

(Pins and Needles-Billy Talent)

~

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

...

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

...

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
  (Let Her Go-Passenger)

       She'll never know how hard it is to make a decisions...Women may see it was easy..But not for men..We have to consider every options..And men have to pick an option that is less hurts other people..So girls,don't push men to much..You must understand why he do that..He may hurt you..But you have to accept that people tends to do mistakes if it is too much to take..